Wednesday, January 28, 2009

A Void

Sorry my friends, but the last few days I have been seriously in a void.  Not depressed or sad, just overwhelmed with everything. 

Most people who know me tell me I build walls to protect myself.  Most people would be right.  I am guilty of doing just that very thing and for very good reasons.  Which if I disclosed those reasons, than I would be breaking down a wall and well, that is just ineluctable.

Perhaps sunshine for more than 20 minutes in 2 weeks would be beneficial. 

Tomorrow is a new day.

10 comments:

Sue said...

THE SUN WILL COME OUT TOMORROW!!
(maybe)

shara said...

Ah, Sweet Deb- take it from someone who definitely knows- walls are NOT our friends.

I am glad you are posting. I miss you when you are gone.

Sun would be nice. That is true. Remember to let more than just the suns rays in.

shara

Debra (a/k/a Doris, Mimi) said...

I cannot relate but I do understand. I don't build walls - I may get quiet for a while, but eventually I like to talk about my feelings and get them in the open. Admittedly I wouldn't blog about it. Yes, I understand your absence. Do what you think is right for you, but remember your friends who care. I've missed you :)

I am watching Karen Minton - she promises sunshine today. Woo hoo!

Jana said...

Hi Deb,

I know what you mean about no sunshine -- you don't realize what a difference it makes until you don't have it for weeks on end. I'm praying for you, and hoping your days brighten soon, either with natural sunshine or sunshine from friends and loved ones.

~Vanessa~ said...

Thinking of you......

Mental P Mama said...

Take care of yourself above all else....

Chere said...

I prescribe a long warm bubble bath with a glass of wine. A snuggle with all three kitties and an old black and white movie. And then maybe something creatived. Make Jack the most wonderful Valentines Day card imaginable. Happy Day

asthmagirl said...

You gotta make it do what it do...

I think everyone moves through these cycles. You'll move forward when you're ready.

Be well...

imom said...

The sun is out at my house today and it's definitely helping me feel a little less down. It will be out for you again soon!! Hang in there.

Country Girl said...

There's definitely something to the lack of sunshine. YOu may need some vitamin D. Hope you're feeling better soon.
Your background is very pretty!